again .

i'm nervous ,
i'm shaking .
i'm scared .
my hand and my feet was cold .
i wake up every hours .
i can't sleep .
i check my phone .
and every time i wake up
the nervous come again
my heart skipped a beat .
saya tak tenang .
sangat tak tenang .
i can't smile
i can't do anything .

but i'm scared to tell you how i feel .
it hurts . i feel all this just because
i love you . i really love you .

i'm sorry for all the things i have done .
yeah i know bnyk kali dah bnda nih .
but i will never do that if i think awk tak buat .
heh susa nak ckp , yeah mybe that's true .
it better left unsaid .
it is better to say yeah i'm fine .
*but act oh mybe not , i'm not fine :/
i'm sorry for being so childish .
i'm sorry because i'm not being honest with you .
i'm sorry for keep all those thing from you .
i'm sorry because not share everything with you .

whoever you are .
how hurt i am .
and i know you are hurt too .
i knoww .
but deeply in my heart .
i'm still loving you .
as much as since we know dear .
i never stop from loving you .
even when we have an argue.

atas nama Allah , saya sayang awak .
tapi semuanya saya akan terima and redha je .
semua kehendak dan keputusan dekt tgn awk .
lelaki kan khalifah .
they must lead the woman .

:)